On the Hook, 21/3/20

Despite the massive changes going on locally and around the world, some things are still the same. I’m clinging onto those things, holding them close, and trying not to dissolve into a puddle of anxiety. So let’s keep normal service going and do my regular update of what I’ve been crocheting this week. Like lastContinue reading “On the Hook, 21/3/20”

Pain & friends

I have been struggling a bit recently with my pain levels which can lead me to sink into a cloud of gloom. Pain and tiredness can bring along their lovely friends anxiety and depression and it’s easy to fall into a blue mood. Some days I struggle. And foolishly I try to pretend I’m fine. ButContinue reading “Pain & friends”

to you

in this life that I live    with its ups and its downs       with its tears and its frowns when I’m often in pain    and feeling so weary       so tired and dreary in this wild head of mine    where the worries swirl round       anxieties abound where golden honey’d glow    can swiftly change its hue       to deepestContinue reading “to you”

Chained

a heavy chain made of fear and worry wraps tight around my chest making breathing shallow and turning lips to blue solid links of cold hard iron dig into my flesh stifling suffocating holding me down and all I can do is wait head bowed tears welling hanging on to your hand until the chainContinue reading “Chained”