Pain & friends

I have been struggling a bit recently with my pain levels which can lead me to sink into a cloud of gloom. Pain and tiredness can bring along their lovely friends anxiety and depression and it’s easy to fall into a blue mood. Some days I struggle. And foolishly I try to pretend I’m fine. ButContinue reading “Pain & friends”


There was a small candle. Not perfect but bravely burning and keeping the dark at bay. Now it’s been snuffed out, the darkness comes rushing back in. Billowing clouds of deep inky blackness that make everything grey. Fighting to stay afloat. Fighting to see some hope. Fighting myself. I have all the platitudes, I knowContinue reading “Fighting”