what is the point of this day-after-daily-grind work pain sleep (badly) pain work this question swims round my mind and this pain is woven through everything and the guilt with the pain that I moan so when it could be worse and it’s not so bad I catch my breath anymore but the pain andContinue reading “thought leak”
Tag Archives: tears
inappropriately
feeling foolish I hide my face behind a curtain of hair small things trigger memories of bigger things and tears prickle inappropriately
stormy tears
the wind blows us into tomorrow gusts rush the leaves off the trees whisking winter into view and the clouds cry for the loss of yesterday
self
stretched taut thin and delicate a fragile veneer over the endless circles of my unkind mind
waterfall
and the tears come in a sodden rush dripping off my chin as I weep for the loss of pain-free days weep at the tiredness that seeps into my bones and wonder when will it end
enough
not good enough not fun enough not good enough not brave enough not good enough not sexy enough not good enough too shy too blue too much too many it rants and rants around my brain you ask am I ok and my answer only tears no words illogical irrational and oh so tired soContinue reading “enough”
snowball
the snowball that is me unravelling rolls downhill growing in size from one small thing the world starts to spin faster and wilder tumbling and falling ’til I crash in your arms squeaky voice tears soaking your shirt and hold on tight to your love
thank you
eyes threaten to overflow blinking fast breath sucked in lip bitten quietly chewed a small sniff sneaking out unbidden thank you
secret tear (a Cyhydedd Fer)
hidden from sight this time of year often is shed a secret tear behind closed doors it trickles down escaping with a worried frown expectations of this season can bring pressure beyond reason as perfect presents must be bought and rising panic must be fought it cannot be a perfect day so let’s see itContinue reading “secret tear (a Cyhydedd Fer)”
tears from the sky
tears have fallen from the sky as nature mourns time passing the fires that rage in treetops high will fade too soon tears frozen
